Life hasn't exactly been a barrel of laughs lately, I know why. =/
Arguments are frequent.
I went to ICCC last night. I did not really enjoy my singing, which was rare. My singing was really poor last night, or it was the worst singing I'd ever had. The more I sang, the more infuriating was I, the more I abhorred singing, the more ghastly I felt.
I do not wish my passion for singing lingering, that is the only thing I left right now.
Uncles broached on the paths I had chosen. They wondered why, I just kept quiet with smiles. What can I say?
I keep mulling over this question:
"Do you really what to be like that? It's boring!! That's a job for lazy people, you really want that?? Do you really want that?"
I whisper deeply in my heart: That's not what I want in my life. I don't want to lead an uneventful and unremarkable life. I want to venture on my own career and have a piece of my world. I WANT experiencing no remorse in my lifetime. I want to pursue my dreams.
You finally said you want me to have a relaxing occupation, well, that's your wish, not mine. =/
I appreciate your concern in me. But if I have to do something I'm not keen in, I will not be radiant for the rest of my life. Have you ever thought of that?? I'm not happy, at all!!
Right now, I'm in a daze and literally helpless.
I am sad, really sad.
Path.
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